Monday, May 19, 2008
It has been a long time since i last blogged. Memorising scores makes me want to blog.
So i've been thinking, and writing and thinking and writing and well somemore thinking and writing, both brain and hand are sore. Thinking about so many things. "Is this the life I'm suppose to lead?" and " Is this kind of life really worth living? A life so stressful that i think i need gazillions upon gazzilion of stress balls to soothe my nerves, or maybe not ( actually it wont work, my hand will hurt even more adding on to the stress resulting in more pressure applied on the stress balls and hence more pain and well you get the story). I guess you really cannot fight Earthly things with Earthly things. Everyone needs a God regradless of age, gender, height,weight, status,occupation. Without him, I dont not want to even think about what kind of a screw up i'll be.
Back to the questions, i guess it's really worth living cause Abba daddy thinks so. It's just that simple.
Anyways another is about being in a relationship. For me, it's very clear the I'm not for it, at least for now. Reasons, plentiful.
Well another question, who's more important? The friend who stuck by you through it all, both good and bad, or the guy/girl you met, who causes every butterfly in your stomach to flutter every time you catch a glimpse of her/him. Well people always say " of course friend lah!" yeah.. but... reality is just so ironic.
you know i am just being random. some of the things are incoherent. Well dont judge alright. SHOOT
